Current mood: bummed
Well still no progress and I am 4 days short of her due date! I was getting some small contractions yesterday but after researching they are still braxton hicks. I was alittle excieted since they were alittle different than the ones I have been normally feeling but alas... still braxton hicks.
Can you tell I am getting alittle impatient. At the same time I am alittle torn.. I am waaay excieted to finally have her here, and to feel better (since I am so uncomfrotable) but at the same time I think I am going to miss being pregnant. As crazy as that sounds. I won't miss these past two months but prior to that. When things were alot better. It was kind of fun knowing I had alittle buddy with me all day and night. I would talk to her all the time and just knowing she was there always put a smile on my face. It was almost like I was never alone, I always had my little angel with me. Now that the time is coming to an end, where now I can no longer keep her all to myself.. I am alittle saddened. Its weird.. I wonder if its a hormone thing. Maybe once she is here, I won't really miss being pregnant.. other than the ability to sleep a full night! (which I haven't in the past 5-6 months anyways).
Well I am hoping she will be able to make the journey on her own. I really don't want to be induced and force her out. Everyday with no change does concern me a bit, I don't think she wants to leave... and I don't blame her haha. She has it made in there! Well until Daddy scares her by doing a zerbert on my belly and she tucks herself way inside to hide!
Well I just had to get that off my chest. Hopefully I will start seeing some progress soon. My next appointment is Tuesday on her due date (July 1st) so we will see what happens then. Till then I guess its just more of a waiting game...
